Pappa(?)
As life goes on, Im starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that Ive done
And things that havent occurred yet
And things that they dont want to take responsibility for
Im sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
Im sorry for the times that I had to go
Im sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
Im sorry for the times I would neglect
Im sorry for the times I disrespect
Im sorry for the wrong things that Ive done
Im sorry Im not always there for my sons
Im sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
Im Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then its just a shame on me
Ill be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Im sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didnt know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
Im sorry that you had to do it on your own
Im sorry that I went and added to your grief
Im sorry that your son was once a thief
Im sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
Im sorry that your life turned out this way
Im sorry that the feds came and took me away
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then its just a shame on me
Ill be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Im sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
Im sorry that it took so long to speak
de orden är sanna, du sa dom. jag bara lyssnar på den låten, gråter och minns. både lyckliga och hemska stunder.
Ni två är så söta tillsammans, verkligen!
Han har berättat att Oliver alltid kommer komma först, oavsett vad. Och att han alltid kommer att älska dig. Ni har ju det största man kan ha tillsammans.
Jag vet att ni inte alltid haft det lätt i er relation, men ändå är jag inte så insatt i det att jag kan förstå det. Jag vill inte lägga mig i något eller så. Men oavsett vad så önskar jag er all lycka och en fortsatt god relation. För jag bryr mig om honom, han är en mycket snäll och omtänksam människa när man lär känna honom. Och jag är säker på att du också är det, fortfarande. Det känns nästan lite fånigt och pinsamt att skriva detta. Men när jag läste texten och jag tänkte på er, så får ni två tillsammans mig så glad.
Kram!
